t-r-u-t-h's Diaryland Diary ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- Down, down, down. I had my emotional melt down. Now it's time to be strong. It isn't often that I do that. I'm embarassed about it now. Richard told me himself that he never wants to be with me again because I am too immature and I couldn't handle my emotions. I'm embarassed that I couldn't hide them. Around most people I hide them really well... Richard trained me to open up to him, so I do. Good, bad and ugly. He saw a lot of the bad and ugly today and he couldn't handle it. I'm stronger now though. I'll be able to handle this. I believe that I'm allowed to have an emotional break down once in a while. Especially when I'm under extreme emotional distress, like now. Or well... Like then. I'm alright now. I'll be alright tomorrow. I wont let this get me down. 1:18 p.m. - 2005-11-18 ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- |
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