t-r-u-t-h's Diaryland Diary ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- Not that important. I feel very depressed right now. I want... I just want him to stay awake for me. I wanted him to try.. I wanted him to show me. He wanted me to show him. After many tears I showed him. Many tears long after he was peacefully sleeping. It shouldn't be an issue. He's tired he sleeps. It wouldn't be an issue if he would call me back before he was falling asleep. He doesn't have time for me. He doesn't make time. He won't show me. I miss him. That's all. I just miss him but he won't make time for me until he's falling asleep. And then I cry and I ask him to stay awake for me and he whines and whimpers until I hang up in tears. If he doesn't need me why do I bother? I want him to make time for me. I should be studying. I'm too upset to be studying. I just want to sleep forever now. He can hurt me so easily and never realize it... even after I've told him he's hurting me while I cry. He'll always be more important than us. 11:55 p.m. - 2005-10-01 ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- |
||||||
|
||||||