t-r-u-t-h's Diaryland Diary ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- - After a long talk with the girl across the hall, Megan, I've decided I need to make a choice. I can't have all of the world and then some. I can only have so much. I need to tell him today. I really don't want to do this, but I think it needs to be done. I don't know if we were ever really meant to be but it sure as hell felt like it. I know that we had some amazing times... and I know I'm going to miss him and oh my god... this is ending and I'm crying and becoming hysterical. I can be strong. Oh god... God. Please let Richard understand. Please jsut give him the understanding he needs and give me the strength to stand without him. There were times when I held him in my arms and I swear to God that I knew deep in my heart that it was forever... but that was so long ago and now here we are. 12:12 p.m. - 2005-09-02 ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- |
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