t-r-u-t-h's Diaryland Diary ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- FOR THE LOVE OF CHRIST!! This past week with my darling Richard went by more quickly then I would have liked. It was a wonderful weekend though I was really glad to have had it. It was a time when our relationship could become strong again, and I think it succeeded. Over the last nine days I think that Richard and I connected on a more day to day level. I was laughing at the casual and silly jokes he made and he would do the same with me. Our laughing and enjoying each other flowed very easily and it makes me smile while I reminisce. By the end of the week we were finishing each other’s sentences. It was so fun and funny and just over all wonderful. There were times when we fought. We had our tifts like everyone does but there were many more good times then there were bad which is always a good thing of course. After it all, I would like to say that I appreciate Richard a lot more as a person and as a lover than I did before he came here for the week. I certainly love him a lot more as well. Oh god, do I love him more. In two days I will be living in a college dorm. In 48 hours exactly though I will probably be participating in some kind of “get to know EVERYONE!” activity or chillin’ at the BBQ with my friends. Hopefully it’s the first one and not the latter. Ugh, how I do loathe the activities they make us participate in. All I want to do on Friday is settle into my dorm room and call my boyfriend. That’s all. I don’t want to eat, I don’t want to chill around the campus, I don’t want to hang out with a bunch of new weird people, though I am sure that I will have to do all three and then some. So disappointing. And the worst part is that I guarantee I’ll enjoy it all... except maybe the food. But other than the dislike of group activities I am completely ready to just head off into the sunset (Clarion is to the east of my town so technically I will be riding off into the sunset) and jump into the college game head first without even testing the water. I even broke my penny bank to buy books today. Crappy, crappy books. I’m sure I will grow to hate all of them. I already hate one as it is. A $100 math book. I HATE MATH AS IT IS! WHY MAKE ME HATE IT MORE BY OVER CHARGING ME?!?! Ugh. Hopefully college is good. As long as Richard stays supportive and I keep my head about me I’m sure it will be. I think.. Truth 5:24 p.m. - 2005-08-24 ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- |
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